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10:40pm 29/07/2005
  Life is good. I'm still sick, still coughing, but I'm living normally again. Went for a nice walk today and discovered this nature park near my house that turned out to be quite peaceful. From the outside it looks very developed and small, but it winds along for quite a while. Supposedly there's a huge field at the end, but I got a surprise visit from Andrew and had to turn back before I reached it. It's nice to have discovered an area near my house that I can find trees and quiet. Makes me wonder why I never chose to see it before now.

In other news, I love Danielle. She's a wonderful friend.
I also love the trees and the green of the leaves in the sun, and evenings like today when the wind is just right. I love sound. The music I was listening to, Bob Dylan, seemed to fit so well with the everything around me. It was perfect.
But now I'm tired. It's been a good, long day, and I'm ready for sleep.
 
     

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03:30pm 10/06/2005
  I miss Sara! She's coming back soon though. Who wants to help me throw a party?

In other news... school is over! Finally. I don't remember ever feeling as busy as I have these past couple months, but I can stop now. Of course, now I'm sick. Sick like a fucking dog. But that's temporary, and then there will be summer, and sara, and lots of fun times. So... people better start seeing me again.

And... I had a terrible day yesterday. So thanks for that.
 
     

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how long has it been since I was actually up this early?   
06:21am 19/05/2005
  My mom gets her MRI results back this morning and she's a nervous wreck, so I woke up at 5 to go get breakfast with her. Good thing too, since I have a load of homework left to do before my class at ten. Unfortunately her appointment starts at 9:45, so I won't get the news until I get home this afternoon. But I feel good about it. All should be well. I'm just still very nervous about the whole thing.

I also feel like blah physically. I've been trying to fight off the start of whatever horrible cold Andrew's kindly passed on to me. Luckily I seem to be fending well enough, but with all this stress and lack of sleep who knows how well that'll keep working for me. meh. I don't know what to say, but I felt like typing. Best to give my brain a couple of minutes to get adjusted before jamming it full of knowledge.

In all other aspects of life, things have been pretty good. I'm terribly in love with Andrew and happy with how things are going. My grades are still good, though I was worried about a long line of tests and assignments due in the past few weeks, but all of that worked out. I've actually managed to see a couple friends recently, such as danielle, whom I was able to see without James for the first time in months. (Don't take it the wrong way james, I feel no hate towards you).
...Allen agreed to pay for a family zoo membership so that'll be nice for me. I'll be dragging everyone I know to the zoo shortly, so be prepared. I also got new shoes the other day. I was surprisingly excited, having delayed that purchase for several months. But the inadequacy of my converse finally got to me. I've also been drawing and whatnot in my sketchbook which is interesting. I've never drawn much, so I've just been playing around with things in my free time. It's been nice. Not much painting though, but I'll have time this summer for that since I'll be taking a break from school for the first time.

This is all pretty boring. I should get started on things before I realize how tired I actually am and how soft my bed is. I'm waiting for Raven to get up since I so rarely get to see her in the mornings anymore. Maybe tonight I'll paint or visit andrew with some... non-soup. Tomorrow we're supposed to be going to the zoo, and I'm excited. Hopefully he's feeling better by then. Also have to take my car to the dealership to get the passenger airbag looked at since it's not working right, so it'll be another early morning and I'll have to drive the taurus. God knows that's always fun.

Yep, I'm about done.

Good day to you all.
 
     

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01:10am 06/02/2005
  I have a new account
rowan_m
you can add it if you want.
 
     

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03:25pm 28/01/2005
  Today... sucked.
Clearly I'm not ready to start driving again.
 
     

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01:39pm 24/01/2005
  So supposedly today is the most depressing day of the year.
I don't know how anyone can come to that sort of conclusion, but whatever.
I feel fine.
 
     

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12:07pm 09/01/2005
  New term started. I'm glad, but busy. such is life I guess.
Not quite sure how things are going to work out for me though. I'll just have to wait and see.

Though I seem to have done a great job at seperating myself from nearly everyone I love in the past few months. It's going to take a while to fix all the relationship I let fall to pieces. I miss everyone.
 
     

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03:19pm 01/01/2005
  It's amazing how much has happened in the past year. No need to recap any of it, but it's just weird to think about. Maybe I just had too much time to think on new years eve. I got to see snow, which is always nice. But I couldn't help but think about how much I love kate. Remembering this same time last year made me miss her lots. Don't really see her much anymore. Don't know whos fault that is.

...so I was completely sober all evening watching a meg ryan marathon with my mom and Dave. Then we split apart broken crackers at midnight and everyone went to bed.

What a shame.

p.s. resolutions are a waste. I'll fix myself when the time is right.
 
     

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12:08pm 25/12/2004
  I cried all through christmas morning, and had to excuse myself several times when i just couldn't take it anymore.

I'm now convinced my family hates me.
just hope everyone else is having more fun than I am, because all I can think of is how I want nothing more than to stop feeling right now.

Wow, i'm pathetic.

My mom bought me a tv and I'm still disappointed. I think something's just wrong with me today.
 
     

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11:10pm 19/12/2004
  i forgot how much i like the breakfast club.  
     

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04:38pm 25/11/2004
  um...

I hate thanksgiving.
 
     

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